WInds of Change?

We don't talk like we used to anymore...

We don't leave home with a smile on our face...

We prefer ping over a text and reply to neither...

We prefer to work over lunch with friends...

We have coffee with team...

We don't bother our friend is waiting because our boss wanted us to complete the "task"...

We see our parents asleep, eating or waiting for us at doorstep...

We don't listen to the voices from our heart shaped box anymore...

We don't have time to thank The Almighty...

We don't dream anymore...

We don't have hobbies...

We classify love as hobby of the jobless...

We seldom express affection...

We believe fake smiles, seldom the real concerns...

I never knew one lunch would bring so many changes (No.. my stomach is just fine!)... Or is it just my eyes.. Either way... It bothered me just the same to write again when I made up mind not to ever again!
Earlier it used to be us fighting to walk through the canteen door all together... Now... It's just me waiting with an empty stomach and pain filled heart debating whom to choose: Food or Friend.. And still waiting for you to come!

Earlier it used to be us talking, commenting or just laughing... Now you want to listen to your memories with your "office friends"... But I don't have any to share... The only friends I have in office is you!
Earlier free messages weren't just enough to talk... We often used to run out of them... Now... You want me to ping or mail you.. Which is often lost in your work!

Earlier when I wanted to talk to you about anything... Now I have to check your calendar!
All of these maybe normal work life chores to you... For me it isn't... You have your "team" to go for break with... I prefer to go for a break with my friends... Because I am used to that way!

Often I come across as short tempered, irritated and at times plain angry... You thought it was you whom I am angry on... I am fuming at the changes around you... The changes which made me almost a loner..!!
Is being alive living... I don't think so... Enjoying the journey is... You didn't sit quietly in a corner during school or college tour... Did you?

I write this not to ask you to change things... But to ask you not to leave me alone in this place!

Heart: More than just pumping blood!

You say orange juice comes from oranges... I say oranges are full of juices...

You will see exactly what you are looking for... I known overused cliche... But true story!

So... Why do you want to see what everyone else wants to?

The difficulty of being yourself cannot be experienced by anyone... All others see is their expectation... Their dreams... Not yours!

So, they will unfair to you... Tear you down... Compare you with their expectation of what you ought to be!

But, listen to your heart... And you will have a story to tell!

Don't listen to your heart because it merciless falls in love... Because the day your heart stops working... Life seizes!

Loner`s Love Letter!

When I walk into a crowded place... I search for you... No.. This can't be...
 Whenever I hear your name I smile... No... This can't be...
 When you smile.. My world brightens... But... No... This can't be...
 When your eyes speak more than your lips... I understand every word... No... This can't be...


 When you don't talk to me... My day just doesn't start... But this can't be...
 When I see you... My heart starts doing a drumroll... But this can't be...
When I am alone... I can't help but pray that you call... But this can't be...
When that fringe falls on your face...  I can't stop admiring... But this can't be...
When the breezes gently passes you... I can't stop admiring the way you put your hair back in place..  But this can't be...
When some guy talks to you... I can't help but feel lost... But this can't be..

I have a zillion pictures of you in my heart shaped box... This has to be...
I practice before talking to you... This has to be...
I feel good when I see a random message from you... This has to be...
Whenever you speak of another guy... I can't help but feel jealous... This is...
A voice inside my head always keeps me reminding of you... Our times... This is...
I don't mind travelling light years to say a Hi to you... But that one step away from you seems the hardest... This is...
If I hear a song, I can't help but imagine singing it to you... This is...

Funny... How you make everything look uninteresting and make me feel lonely among my own friends without you... This is.... Love!

I don't want anything in return.... Just keep this heart shaped box of mine with you.... Forever!

If I...

If I start describing her, I am afraid the language would fall in love with her!

If I say she is the most beautiful person on face of earth, I would be blamed of being modest!

If I say her laugh brings sunshine, the Penguins would want her!

If I say her eyes put Picaso's art to shame, the Goddess of art will nod in agreement!

If I write down the words she speaks, poets would be put to shame!

If I say how sweet she speaks, kukoo birds would never sing!

If I say her hair dances to the tune of wind, Mother Nature would make it a breezy day just to watch that!
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If I say anything more, You'll fall in love with her... Just like me!